i know what they don't want to tell you

i got ice in my veins, blood in my eyes 

hate in my heart, love in my mind

i've seen nights full of pain, days of the same

you keep the sunshine, save me the rain

i search but never find, hurt but never cry

i work and forever try but i’m cursed, so never mind

and it’s worse, but better times seem further and beyond

the top gets higher, the more that i climb

the spot gets smaller, and i get bigger