don't confuse it

uh, this wasn't typical for me - don't confuse it
took my heart and bruised it, you ain't give a fuck
  i guess you never know what you have til' you lose it
  i know soon you'll probably see it all clear,
and realize you lost a real love who was here for you unconditionally,
but it's ugly now years down the line
you reminisce to the point you shed a tear
what the fucks the point of having love if you lose it?

  i know i'm still in love with you
seeing you around with somebody else touchin' you,
i'm sick to my stomach wondering is she fuckin' you?
and i know i'm buggin' too,
wishin' i could let it go and stop thinkin' 'bout you
  i just keep missin' how it was before the break up
stuck in the past when you were my ace,
i just hope you know you could never be replaced
whatever fuck it, i guess it wasn't meant to be