i'm just wondering why you weren't in my life

you and i go on hard at each other like we're going to war. 

you and i go rough, we keep throwing things and slamming the door.

you and i get sore, then dysfunctional, we stuck keeping score.

you and i get sick, then i know we can't do this no more.

but baby there you go again, there you go again, making me love you. 

yeah i stopped using my head, using my head, let it all go.

got you stuck on my body, on my body, like a tattoo.

and now i'm feeling stupid, feeling stupid, crawling back to you.

 

so i cross my heart and i hope to die

that i'll only stay with you one more night 

and i know i've said it a million times

but i'll only stay with you one more night

trying to tell you "no" but my body keeps on telling you "yes". 

trying to tell you to stop, but your lips got me so out of breath.

i'd be waking up in the morning, probably hating myself

and i'd be waking up, feeling satisfied but guilty as hell.